Aquarius
The interpersonal energy is a little off right now -- you're reading them wrong, or they're reading you wrong, or the all-important stuff between the lines is going unnoticed. Look closer rather than letting it go.
That was my horoscope today. People say that it is all a bunch of crap but I think there are a lot of things in this world that we don't understand. For me this horoscope holds very true. I can't remember the last time I really tried to connect with someone. Not on a superficial level but really let myself go and trust someone. I forgot all of the hassles that go along with it. I realized that deep down when it comes to a relationship I am highly disfunctional. Its as if every bad thing that happened to me growing up resurfaces and makes me feel like a child again anytime a person I trust does anything to let me down.
There is nothing I can do to control the future or to change the past but I can change my perceptions and the way I accept new things into my life. To deal with the past I think it is time that I accept it for what it was. I don't like to air dirty laundry because doing so would hurt people that I really care about but I hate the fact that I know there are other people out there going through the same thing just like me but they hold things in because they feel as if that is just their lot in life.
I was reading a story to my class about this tarantula that wanted to have all of the wisdom he could acquire so that he could be the wisest and he realized that the greatest wisdom was sharing what you know with others. If people could just share what they have learned from the hard spots in their life and the mistakes they have made with those going through the same thing I feel everyone could benefit. If gives that terrible thing that happened a purpose.
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